My life sounds ficticious...Trust me it isn't...

I dont know if you were looking at my lips….but it looked like you were…

And I just wanted to kiss you. Right there, right there in the car.

I hate these feelings sometimes, cause I know you don’t feel the same way and maybe I’m kinda happy you don’t. But then I second guess it and think that there’s something there or that I wish there was something there.

or should I just be content with our friendship…let it go, let it breathe. 

Ugh, just let me kiss you….please?

You sir, make me so angry sometimes

Signs, so many signs.

But do they point to somewhere?

or is it just my imagination, running away with the slightest smile…

One day signs point to yes, the next I’m not quite sure.

People say yes, people say no,

should I stop? or go? 

How can I tell if these signs are real?

Does anyone want to help me decipher these signs?!

Shoot me an “Ask” 

Please? I’m super bored and really can’t sleep

PLEASE?

Dear “You-Know-Who-You-Are”

Remember that one time, when you asked me advice on if you should ask this one girl out? and then I said “no” and stated the obvious reasons as to why? 

Then you said “Thanks for being honest” and appreciated my honest words?

Well, if you don’t mind me….I’m gonna be honest and tell you I wasn’t being all that honest….

Cause what I should have said was, I think I like you a bit more than I should. 

There I said it, I like you a bit more than I should and I know I shouldn’t. 

I don’t really know why I shouldn’t…I guess its cause I know you may like someone else and I guess its cause I know you’d never like me in a million years and cause I know it sounds really stupid. 

But I dunno, its how I feel. 

and I wanted to tell you….

cause I figured you’d appreciate my honesty, like you always have.

…..

Oh this is stupid 

Why do I even bother?